To Jason, Tom and Jim, & all my peeps

[ray schrauwen]

As Jason knows I have sorta made a deal to sell my 40" mono, Tom would like a cat I have and Jim is asking about my 1717.

I just want to apologize to you guys for my slow responses and procrastination of completion of such sales.

To all including the above I ask you to maybe send some good mojo my way, maybe a prayer because I'm in a dark place and feel very alone.

I'm going to go crawl back into bed to rest some more and if I feel a little better I may eat today and make my self presentable.

I'm a hurting unit, my relationship with Wendy is not so great and all I do is worry.

I'll try to get through today and maybe tomorrow will be better.

Doby, I want to go out Saturday to run boats and it would help but, I need help from my significant other but, that may not come to be.

My head and guts hurt so bad. I'm so tired and weak...


God Bless all of you that always help me get back on track.

[Doby]

Ray, get your butt to the pond, we will take care of launching and retrieving if required...no worries.

[kfxguy]

As Jason knows I have sorta made a deal to sell my 40" mono, Tom would like a cat I have and Jim is asking about my 1717.

I just want to apologize to you guys for my slow responses and procrastination of completion of such sales.

To all including the above I ask you to maybe send some good mojo my way, maybe a prayer because I'm in a dark place and feel very alone.

I'm going to go crawl back into bed to rest some more and if I feel a little better I may eat today and make my self presentable.

I'm a hurting unit, my relationship with Wendy is not so great and all I do is worry.

I'll try to get through today and maybe tomorrow will be better.

Doby, I want to go out Saturday to run boats and it would help but, I need help from my significant other but, that may not come to be.

My head and guts hurt so bad. I'm so tired and weak...


God Bless all of you that always help me get back on track.

If you don't mind me asking...what's wrong buddy?

[Jim Osborne]

No problem Ray, you got to take care of yourself first.

Jim

[olwarbirds]

for you my friend... DJ

[kevinpratt823]

Thoughts and prayers out to you.

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[raptor347]

Ray,
Hang in there. Focus on health, life and family. Toy boats will be there when you need them.

[srislash]

Ray, we are here for you. Best thoughts and wishes and hope we can help you find that happy place.

[Make-a-Wake]

Hang in there Ray, I went thru similar issues and things did get better.............. go boating with Doby.

[ray schrauwen]

Today is better, thank you all. I'm getting some boats ready with Wendy. We still need to talk some things out but, all in all today is far better than yesterday.

I just don't want to say too much on line as it's not fair to Wendy. Basically her work was stressing me out to the point I almost could not function we are talking it out and things are moving to the positive side.

I do wear my heart on my sleeve as you can see, not always the best way in life but, that's just me. Sometimes technology is a good thing when you don't have anyone close by that you feel comfortable calling up on the phone and talking too.

This place is my comfort zone it seems.

Talk soon, getting my crap together after a rough 2 weeks or more.

[properchopper]

Ray,

You're a good man ; we're with you as you work this out.

Tony

[ray schrauwen]

Thanks Tony & everyone else.

Was good to get out and run a few boats before the wind and rain came. Running boats is very therapeutic.

Now, I need to get my everyday life in order and get a JOB!

You guys are really great, your help is greatly appreciated.

Learning how to keep up faith is not easy but, one day I'll be there...

Cheers to all and have a great weekend of what is left.

Monday hopefully I'll start getting some stuff shipped out to VT, Aus. and MI.

[kevinpratt823]

Glad you got out Ray, I had a short "therapy session" at the pond today as well, it does have a way of taking the edge off.

[tjcast]

Just saw this post.

It can all wait. You take care of you and Wendy. The rest will be there.

Your in my prayers.